One of the hardest times..

Well...I have been on an emotional roller coaster since Friday. I had taken off work on Friday b/c we were supposed to be camping. Well..Thursday night Sam had told me that his mom had fallen a hit her head..around 8 pm Sam called and checked on her and my father in law said that she seemed o.k. she was sleeping..well, around 9ish he called and told Sam they needed to take her to the ER. Long story short..she had a hematoma in her brain that had moved her brain stem over 1" and that she needed a miracle!! They ended up taking her off the ventilator around 12 30 and she passed at 1 pm..she was only 59 yrs old!

Sam and I have only been married almost 6 yrs. And this is the first 'tragic' thing that we have faced together. I can tell you that as a women who loves her husband with all my heart I HATE to see my husband hurting! I feel so helpless. I have both my parents, and have no idea what he is going through. All I can do is pray from him and hold his hand. He was very close to his mom. We do have the reassurace that his mom was a Christian, and had a relationship with God. So, we know where she is.

So, today Mon. Oct. 27th, 2008 we will lay to rest the body of Mrs. Harris. It is going to be a tough day, but we rejoice in the fact that she in the place that one day we hope to be!

My Baby is 4 yrs old!!

Well..my baby turned 4 yesterday! I can't believe how fast he has grown. He is becoming such a little man. My prayer is that he will be a God-fearing man of God. Even now..every time he gets hurt, before eating weather it be a snack/meal, and before bedtime he says his prayers. I hope it always will be like that..their are some adults who haven't caught on to that.

We had the b'day party on Sat. well..Sat..was a story in itself. The party was from 3-5 at Celebration Park in Gardendale. I went to Party City (which by the way is ALL the way in Irondale) to get balloons..and I just didn't get a few balloons I got A LOT of balloons..can't have a party without balloons, right? When then travel to Wal-mart to get the cake/cupcakes and chips..well..we got to the car and Sam told me to just get in the Tahoe and hold the cake and he would unload the groceries..well, I then hear Brayden say, "mommy..the balloons are going to Jesus!" Yep..Sam let the balloons go and I then began crying..because I was soo frustrated I just wanted to get the pary over with and have everything go well...we ended up get balloons from walmart..and made it to the party. Then at the party..their is another party beside us by the soccer fields..and, well..that not only had a jumping thing..but a pony for pony rides..and a clown!! Yep..I am offically a bad mother..all my child got was access to a rented $30.00 pavillion..:) Brayden had a good day and that was all that mattered!

Yesterday was Church..and we had another great sermon delievered by Bro. Bryant..I am excited about the place that I feel that God is taking our church! We came home from Church and rode bikes. Brayden got a new bike for us b'day..Sam and I bought us new bikes a couple of weeks ago..so we all rode bikes yesterday afternoon..

And now it's Monday..and nothing but the work week ahead...

Busy Weekend..

What a busy weekend we had. Work was extremely busy on Friday..and after a long day..I piced up Brayden around 4ish..we headed to get him a much needed hair cut. Brayden and I then met Sam at Golden Rule and had dinner. I was starving and didn't feel like cooking, so we did something we are trying NOT to do..and that is eat out.

Saturday was Lance's b'day. We left out for Jasper early and went and spent some time with my g'mother who is recovering from an open-femur fracture. I am so blessed with a wonderful g'mother. I never get tired of hearing her stories. That is one of the many things I miss about my g'father..is hearing those stories of how things 'used to be.' She is doing much better!! She is still has to have someone with her at all times, but God has definately brought her a long way.

After MawMaw's it was on to the b'day party..Lance had his party outside at my parents house. They rented an inflatable slide, grilled hotdogs, and everyone just had a good time sitting around and talking. Sam and I had to enjoy our time on the slide..I think Sam a little more than myself..my step-mom even tried it. It was fun!! I can't believe Lance is already 8. He is growing up so fast, he is growing into a little man. Eric had a seizure before the party began. That was a little scarey. Even though Eric has numerous seizures, it is never something you get 'used to'.. As he was laying on the ground trying to recoperate..I just thanked God in advance for the healing that I believe is coming his way! That little boy has been through SO much in his life. Those of us who have 'typical children' have no idea how incrediable blessed we are. People who don't know my parents..have no idea what they go through on a daily basis with a child with special needs. But I stand firm and know that one day Eric Cabaniss will talk, and will be able to share his story with Millions!!! God will be Glorified!

Yesterday was Church...and we had a wonderful service! We had a pastor from Uganda, Africa who spoke..and he definately spoke 'The Word'...God is doing something really intense with our Church. It is a move of the Holy Spirit that is much needed. He spoke on Prayer..and not just those wake up in the morning prayers, not those lay me down to bed prayers, not those uh-oh I am in trouble I need You prayers..but, those prayers that you fall on your face and you don't get up until things change type of Prayers! We all get some caught-up in our daily BUSY lives..we think we don't have time for that 'prayer closet type of praying'..but, I think if we really examine our days..we have time for it..we just don't see it as a priority.

After Church..I had to buy groceries (which I saved $12 in coupons..YEAH ME)..and then it was home to get ready for the week. So..I guess the rest of the week will be filled with me trying to get ready for Brayden's B'day party..I can't believe my baby is going to be 4 years old!!

Already Monday..

The weekends go by way to fast. We had a really good weekend. Friday night..Sam and I went out. My mom watched Brayden and went to dinner and went to see Fireproof! I cannot stress about how excellent the movie was. I think I cried throughout the whole movie. It not only makes you think about your marriage but also your relationship with God. Sam and I are so guility of getting caught up in the day to day activites..that we sometimes neglect 'us'..that one time their was a boy and girl who fell in love and got married. I am a firm believer that God intended for our homes to be God first..then us...then our children. Sometimes I am guility of getting those priorites out of order.

Saturday I cleaned house ALL DAY!! Sam finally got the pool covered. And, I got all my fall decor out. I cleaned out Brayden's closet and got clothes/toys ready for Kids consignment in Palmerdale. Since Bs b'day is around the corner..I figured it was time to get rid of toys that he know longer plays with.

Yesterday was Church. We had an excellent service. I am so excited about what God is doing in our Church. Brayden has moved up to Children's Church and yesterday was his second sunday. He is getting so big. He looks so little with all the 'big kids'..but, he is doing good. He has FINALLY decided that he wants a Hot Wheels b'day party..so, I guess Hot Wheels it is. He is going to be just like his daddy..he loves cars!

So..I guess it is on with the work week.....:(